Date : Sunday, February 7, 2010
Time : 2/07/2010 10:03:00 PM
Title : homework week

this week there is alot of homework!
Eng, Maths,Sci and Mt
and now i still haven do finshed MT
eng yesterday have did finshed
sci is 3/4 done
maths totally dun know how to do
so tomorrow asking ms lee to teach me

there is also test tomorrow,
maths and sci
i sure i am going to die sooner or later!
i better wake up!!!

going to burn mid-night oil
tomorrow still have dance but is together with sec1, sec2 and seniors
that is so cool and wonderful
as i am going to relax
i can improve on my flexiblity:]

there is also full dress rehalsal tomorrow
for cny concert on friday:]

dieing sooner or later for chinese tution spelling
keep failing as usual :[
got scolding from uncle, aunt an mother:[
it sux man!

this week spelling i started damn early
tuesday i start leaning
even told mum
"dun say i never learn chinese spelling"!
then she had nth to say! :]

yesterday cut hiar short
fringe is half of my eyes
hair is neck lenght but still can tie la :]
haha!

ok,
need to study, do homework, pack scool and dance bag and find my tie
i dun want to wear tie for 1 whole week!
really need to go already so bye my friends!
:]

Date : Saturday, January 30, 2010
Time : 1/30/2010 10:25:00 PM
Title : going to be end of jan

this whole month
i felt i am so sad, always sleeping in class, always think that
dance is more important and ended up having more stress!
always reaching home around 7-8 in the night worse still skip tution

dad found out and scolded me
and had beening givin me black face for about 2 weks
thanks to the tution women say that i did not go for tution for 2 weeks!!!
i only didn go for english
then she said that i did not go for all 3 subject tution
i was so angry with that bitch
see her 1 time feel llike slapping her
forget abt her
skip skip

this whole week i felt very stress and guilty
on monday something happen in school but only alphonsine and hui qi know
but hui qi dint really know what is going on so is okay la
this week is like test week
thursday english comprehenion
friday english spelling, geo and science respiration
all i didnt study

i really dun know why i dony have the mood to study
i only feel like play, go out and dance
every chinese tution got spelling i all fail
1st:0/10
2nd:2/10
3rd:3/10

after tution go to my couion house
uncle 1st thing will ask :
how much u get for ur spelling?
then i tell him he letcure me like shit

how i wish that i am not sec 2
i am only a baby
no stress, just cry and can get attention

i really have to study or i can be a SC and a dancer
that can balnce study and dance!
how i wish i can turn the clock backwards so i can study even harder
and get into a better school that dun have streaming year!

i have to scared here and there
i really hate it alot!
life really do suck at all time
since this year started
cant it just be happy and peaceful year for me

sometime i really want to walk sraight from the school gate
and let the car bang me to death!
but i know god will punish me
and god give me the life to live
when it is the time to die gob eill take it alway

oh god please help me!
so stress out!
sometime i want to burst out!
i cant take it anymore seriously!
i feel like seeing a collourer la!

hope there is someone who can help me
i every thing
life and study

that all for today,
as i have to sleep
bye

Date : Saturday, January 23, 2010
Time : 1/23/2010 11:18:00 PM
Title : dance nite :]

it has past 10 days since dance nite :]
it has been a wonderful day with all der dancers
with sweat and tears together

on der 12.1.10
went to vicoria threte to see yapp (ODT) performce
it is very cool and nice to see them perform
AES and KCPSS dance on that day
i like KCPSS fan dance and the dance i had learn last year
they were so flexible and united



fly with was even more cool la
KCPSS sec1s hs no ....... at all
i almost want to get of my seat to scold them but i control :]
when they carry the benches wqas carried up in der sky
most of the audicues was can of shock!
as we know how heavy is the beaches

on our way to vic threate wait and took some pictures

at cck met station saw a dog which follow as everywhere

which pisses off all the ppl on the pic expect for 1

went tyogether like a big family:]

but i am not so happy la as some1 follow us

like no freedom

reach city hall abt 6.40pm way to early went to washroom talk and played

i still like ion washroom der most ( so high- class)

then keep asking ryan to take photo for us!

thanks ryan and i sry for keeping asking u to help ua to take photo!

waititng for cass, she took such a long time to come but nvm

whole waiting for her we ate fries and drank some stuff

abt 7.10 all of us walk to vic threate

took us 20mins to go there as we were not farmilar with the place there

went to reach there which was just nice 7.30

we chat, play and took photo but it is in mai's camera

then i called mr micheal then we ask him questions and talk to him all the crabs la

then he had the tickets gor all the 16 of us.

*i find myself was very lucky yo be in der dance group from AES

went saw the performces till 9?

then went out to congrates seniors and the rest of the 4 :]

went to the repection concer then eat, chat and photo again but this time

round dun know whose cam is that :[

left vt around 10?

take the bus back to school

took 67 back home and sleep all der to 5.45

13.1.10 ( AES DANCE NITE)

woke up very early

quickly then shower bun up mt hair neatly (took me 20 ins to make my bun)

took 67 to school and every1 was looking at me and my hair

i quickly alight when i rach the bus stop then i walk very fast

to meet other dancers

to help them to bun up their hair and chat with them

all of us are exticed but at the same time we are also worried and scared

as this is our 1st time performing on such a big stage la!

but right after the assmebly we quickly went to the dance studio to settle down

we only have 20 mins to bun up hair, buy food and drinks, wears costume and make-up (some)

about 8.10 all the dancers had boadred the bus and left school

so of us sleep while some were busy chatting

but for me i am busy packing my messy bag

always waking in the bus to ask for contacts for sec 2s dancers

took about an hour to vt

we quicklt settle down and do make up as some of us

der make up is half done only

then we rush out to the stage to warm out, lighting, spacing and rehasal

had 4 hour just for us!

we were very lucky la

abt 12 noon we had 1 hour break

ate lunch and do some touch up

after that we did 1 time of rehasing together with band and chior

then about 3pm the sec 1 came in to have a talk 1st then abt 3.30

sec2s and the parents came in

that is when the performace start most of the sec2s were very scared

but end everyone had doe well and dance a wonderful dance :]

after the dance we had abt 20 mins of breaking as we were only performing

agaist time and finale

halp the seniors to change ( usual)

then when it is the time for halo

all sec2s were happy and all of us is serious

after the show,

we were extremely happy

but we also know we did mistake la

but is okay we can improve on it:)

it is night time, had a wonderful dinner and touch up again and make up my hair properly

warm up got ready!

all ppl got seated by 8 and performces start again

now none of us is scared :]

when it is our turn to perform we were ready and there the music

poor fatheha made a big mistake but is okay :]

continue dancing till the end :]

again after our dance do touch up and warm up agaian

when it is halo i was very very happy

after the dance went to the repection to eat

after that went back to our dressing room to claen up

but what i did was washing my hait as it was so gross

we had brieft outside vt then it was like very cool the feeling la

sat there for abt 20 mins :]

bus came hop into it then quickly help out

reach home abt 11

them slept at 12.50

the feeling was great after dancing at victoris threate stage

i had fun there and had sad monments there also

i had been throught diffcult monments during the holidays pratices

it was very tring for us to go to tanjong pagar

so hope u alll enjoy la [:

bye

Date : Sunday, January 10, 2010
Time : 1/10/2010 06:05:00 PM
Title : sec1 oran

yesterday woke up at 5.45 and 6.38
had to go back to school
quickly shower then rush to bus stop
reach bus stop already no1 was there
so i decided to fetch alphone from her condo
ate bread with alphone as we walk to the bus stop to meet with kimme and vic

sec1 have to choose their cca
anfd their parents also will be coming too
while the sec 1 is look and thinking wat cca they should join
their parents were in the AVT listening to talks
like principal speech and dance beyond

vic, kimme, alphone, nat, serene, dianee, marynne and me came to school
dianne and marynne was dancing if only for a very short
nat and serene was help ing the both of them and mr micheal
kimme, vic, alphone and me was promoting dance night
vic and i was doing sc duty and dance (lols)

saw yan lin and jun qiang at the study area
they were there to serve the guest
then i keep asking can eat
cos i haven eat breakfeast that why i very hungry
then yan lin say NO!

then walk off to do some writing behind the paper
then start to give out to parents
after the talks, the parents were out
and they were queing for food alphone and i sell together the afternoon tickets
vic with kimme to sell
we earn about $ 100
cos each tickets only $10

after evey thing vic, kimme and alphone went to ODT
then left me here in school
went to find yan lin
then we kept going to the band room to blow air-con
as the weather is very warm

every time when we raching the band room
they always play the drum to say good bye to the sec1s
lol (:
then yan lin and i went into der room
the band members played tong hua ( chours only)
then ms seet explain to them
then parents left
then some band members came in
aleesio go step onto my injure foot then i scream inthe high pich
then yan lin eaR DAMN PAIN!!!
sry. then he borrow my hair band lols
he look damn retard:]

then about 12.20 then left school
waited for the bus for about 5 mins
then run to my aunt's house to eat and rush to tution centre
lucky wasnt late!!!

left tution centre abt 2.55
then went to buy sweet corn:]
then went to his house
slpet there as iam to tried

abt 6.40 went to imm bay street to eat dinner
did sth retarded there
went to cotton on to buy $2 bag :]
after that went to sweesen to eat ice-cream
reach home abt 11.10
so tried, shower and sleep

this morning woke up at 8.30
stomach ache ate tomuch last night:]
skip breakfeast]:
showered went to tution
was late by 20 mins
hack care la, so sian 1 der class
feft centre at 2.05, went to lot
bought stocking , hair net and safety pins
then went to watons thery are having sales!!!

went home at 3.00
then use com till now!!!
ok, need to sleep and pack bag already
as tomorrow i have sc brfing at 7!!!

good nite ppl :]

Date : Saturday, January 2, 2010
Time : 1/02/2010 06:42:00 PM
Title : a brand new year

it has been past 2 days after 2009

it means i am now sec2 already but not sec1!!!



and this yeasr is going to be a stressful year for me

as i am going to choose the subject that i am going to take for "O" level



monday,tuesday,saturday and sunday will have tution

i only have 3 days break which is not

i still have to study as it is very immportant to me



i had enjoy myself for past 2 months of the holidays

so its time for me to study and get serious

no more slacking here and there

cant be always late for tution or skipping tution for no reasons

Date : Friday, December 25, 2009
Time : 12/25/2009 12:43:00 AM
Title : MERRRY CHRISTMAS!!!

hi ppl,
MERRY CHRISTMAS
to everyone and their family :)

it is also jesus birthday:)
so lets wish Jesus
A VERY " HAPPY BIRTHDAY"!!! :)

wish that every1 enjoy their day to day till midnght :)

Date : Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Time : 12/22/2009 10:43:00 PM
Title : dancing in der rain

hi ppl,
today is der best day ever
cos all der dancers dance in der rain

we were sreaming and playing in der rain
but only for about 5 mins
but it is fun and a good exprience to dance in der rain
as i could never have der feel and exprience.

hope that i willl have der exprience again :)

next wednesday is der full dress rehearsal
which means band, chior and dance will de combined :) hurray

bye ppls:)